Wednesday, March 17, 2010
after my previous post, i went to bed.
had the dream of my last year's birthday.
went to pcsband to help out and stuff.
haha, remembered buying goodies for section then.
gina came back too. haha.
remembered mr aw calling gina ah sao. haha.
den at the last minute i was about to reach home,
ningxin called me to tell me that the wallet i wanted,
dont have my colour. haix. then i asked where were they.
leona said that they were at interchange the mac.
so i took the bus all the way to interchange.
then we looked for my wallet and they told me they would buy another day.
then we were discussing about leona's present already haha.
after we went to open plaza to play and spammed ningxin's unglam pics.
it was really fun. haha. then homed all on the same 293 bus.
i so hoped that today
would be the same,
or maybe even better.
but then again, dreams, are the opposite of reality. And yeah, you bet it was.
mum was calling people, complaining. haix.
what a morning call for my birthday.
then started asking people out. no one was free.
was disappointed, and decided to try my luck later.
then the worst began to arrive.
parents were arguing again. like major.
shouting here and there, vulgarity spam.
in my head i was, what the heck it's my birthday.
emoed on the way to lunch at swensens.
the food was okay, but the wait was damn long.
mum started to complain, about the food and stuff.
and i sensed the waitress getting pissed.
and the little boy was damn annoying.
i got the whole night out and i asked everyone again.
friends started giving me hope, cos they were free.
then once again, they were not. haix.
spent the night alone watching movie alone.
the movie was awesome. but then, it was lonely.
emoed at open plaza and had ice lemon tea for dinner.
went home early. now here, blogging.
i feel terrible. i had never complained this much on my birthday.
i want this day, to quickly end, so badly.
i shouldn' t had so high expectations on today.
i dont think i want to go out for batch outing on saturday.
i dont feel like going out for the rest of the week unless necessary.
and yokteng, im glad for you that your birthday was great. enjoy it.
and thanks stacy for cheering me up, i appreciate that.